I don’t know what I want to write about this morning. I was considering writing about hypocrisy today and how we are all guilty of it in one way or another. I was also a little riled up about more political stuff this morning, but I just don’t feel like writing about it because I feel like a broken record.
What I have found about trying to post a new blog entry every day is that subjects tend to blur into one another. I have a lot of passion about a lot of things – but mainly those things right now overlap and repeat. I have also been spending way less time at the computer reading stuff and therefore my usual rants are lacking the fodder that helps to create them. I can’t get outraged when I am not paying attention! However, I sort of need times where I don’t pay attention, otherwise I get overwhelmed and frustrated. It has been a nice little information vacation.
The other issue right now is that I am having a lack of motivation. There are 100 things I need to do and I have little or no desire to do any of them. Usually I see my lack of motivation as a symptom of depression (and usually it is) but I am actually quite content right now. I just don’t feel like doing much. I don’t even feel like writing – which I usually feel like doing anytime. I also need to get out and weed my garden and do some planting – and I don’t feel like doing that either. I am just having this insane desire to sit in front of the T.V. and zone out on a movie or something. Or a nap. That sounds good too.
So while there are a million things to write about – I am not going to do that today. Hopefully tomorrow will bring some inspiration my way…